Being a Workaholic...

I really hate my personality..last week I just couldn't handle the pressure and burst into tears...All I seem to have going on in my life is my production and studies...I wish I could lay my head down on the pillow without worrying that tommorrow I have more work to do...

I stress...ohhh too much..last night I stayed up till 6 am doing my homework...I just can't help trying to become successful...

I'm considering whether to take a summer course or not...as usual no subjects are avaliable..I do need to take the Arabic subjects..:/..but too scared to do so...

People:

Working with people made me realise how much of a nice person I am.
God...the excuses people make "I'm busy".."I don't have time"..."I don't feel like it"...and what do I do to them? NOTHING! :P people break my heart and I don't like making someone feel bad so I try to suck it in...

Production:

I've been working non-stop on my production for almost a year now...and no one will know how much work goes into something like this until they try themselves...Mind you I love it and each week I see the improvements I'm proud of my cast...18 days left till day of performance...cross your fingers for me...cuz I'm nervous :S...

Idea:

I wanted to bring something new to the stage...I wanted to bring new people...and I did just that...It was frustrating with people deciding at the last minute to quit on me...but from experince I had lots of back up plans...

Being a Blogger:

I have been thinking lately to remove myself from the blogging world...I feel I bring no interest to the internet...But should I reveal to those my real identity before I go?