Angel from "City of Angels"

 Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

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We all go through life with our ups and downs. 

We all wish we could go back and change things. 

We all want things to turn out a certain way. 

We all hope to find the things that make us happy. 

Yet no matter how happy we become, there will always be this one part we find disappointment in. 

We try and try and try...to satisfy the ones around us...and long for that moment of peace. 

When we find it, we struggle to hold on to it.

We become more impatient and the cycle goes on and on and on...

The problem is with trying to choose between satisfying youself or the others

You end up sacrificing for the others and give them excuses and try to make sense of things

But NO there aren't any answers for those Q's in your head that will help you find your sane self again.

So we wish for that angel.

The one in our head.

Who will take our pain away

To make us forget.

Why were we born?

I believe everyone relates to to this powerful song, which is why I'm sharing it with you. Just to let you know that your not alone...we are  on the same boat... that will sink one day.

I would share my own version of this, but I don't know how to do that with tracks!I  forgot to add that it's my fave song of all time!

15 WEEKS 2 GO

The "weekend" with no air..

The trouble is with my major reading is very essential...I don't know what is up with one of my Dr's he keeps giving us quizes weekly...:P...I'm getting used to it though..

I realised that I hardly enjoy my life..I don't go out...I don't have fun...I'm always working on my production or doing my homework...

Yesterday I was thinking about Kuwait...Honestly I feel so isolated I can't get used to this country...it's already been 8 years and still I feel like I will never belong :(...I just pray that some day that I will belong somewhere...:/

A special dedication :



I LOVE THIS SONG! I fell in love with it as soon as I heard it..

And we are...

...DONE...

Thank God we are finally DONE DONE DONE!! Two of my exams got postponed and I felt like we will never finish...ahhh...But today I had my last exam...I finished at 2:30pm I logged on my account and the dr already put the grade up! :D:D:D I'm really happy with my grades :D:D:D

Six day...and I start work :P