29 December 2005

Hello MR Winter!

Yes people can u believe it...hes here..(why have i made him male and not female dont ask...lool).. Hows it feel? personally i dont like cold weather i like spring the best weather of all time...however al7amdullah 3ala kil khare:)...the days are making me feel much older and more wiser and each day i start to appreacte life more and more...we all have problems but we should try to keep them as far away from our happiness because any minute these precise moments can be taken away from you...every person i meet and luv i tell them...its very important..there are times where u dont know but u make a difference somewhere in someones life...:)...i love laughing and smiling...i like the new me..

12 December 2005


Yesterday while studying math.. i rember this certain thing that happend in the past while i was in school in uk...there is a way to know the 9 times table by using ur hands...i wish i cud show u some who i figured it out...anyways since the exam we cant have calculaters..then i told my mum and she showed me something more amazing:
Check it out:

Nine Times Table

9 x 1 = 9 = 9 + 0 = 9

9 x 2 = 18 = 1 + 8 = 9

9 x 3 = 27 = 2 + 7 = 9

9 x 4 = 36 = 3 + 6 = 9

9 x 5 = 45 = 4 + 5 = 9

9 x 6 = 54 = 5 + 4 = 9

9 x 7 = 63 = 6 + 3 = 9

9 x 8 = 72 = 7 + 2 = 9

9 x 9 = 81 = 8 + 1 = 9

9 x 10 = 90 = 9 + 0 = 9

---LOOK ...the number go from 1 -8 then go up from 8 -1 ---

isnt that amazing!! weird!! sij my mum said its 3ajeeeb now this is my fave times table!...see how the number r back wards like 18 then its 81...like a mirror!:)
enjoy:) see math can be fun!

11 December 2005

where are you?

Hey people how has notced that the weather in kuwait isnt changing?? where are you MR WINTER?? hehe:) despite this fact people still wear thier winter clothes! its only in the morning that the weather is cold..then later at night it isnt!:)

10 December 2005

Exams papers...stress...all the lot!

These next few weeks are the most boring..first of alll the stress from exams ..man i cant eait till its overrr i swear i wanna finish this semester...:) inshallah i will soon...second...the feeling of not wanting to study cuz it became a routen that sux so im trying not to get carried away...and 3rd cuz i miss my frineds back in my college..ahhh u guysss....i know they wont even see this!:) anyways...see u soon

05 December 2005

Tears of....distruction!

OH MYGOD! whats up with my eyes they just keep tearing up..every lil stupid event makes me go all mushy...is there a new flu going round if there is i need vaxeeen quick...wait let me learn how to spell it first:P:P:P...so today i did soo bad on my math quiz i cudnt hold myself when u study really hard and try ur best and seem to be on the same spot that kils!...i just hope things work out for the best...im melting..........(fades away the crying)

04 December 2005

Days seem to be so far away!!

Hey!Long time no bloging thats for sure!....uni work is takin up my time what to do whats to do got nohting else but u!!so....so far so good cant wait till i finish this course dieing to get rid of this math subject! ahhh its not bad but i wanna finish it and stuff....:)...apartf ro that things r going ok...i have this weird question why do people act the way they do on the road...i mean when u signal u want to turn or chnage lanes people start speeding..and if u get in front of them they get ad and try get infront of u again! orrr they press the horns when theres really nothing going on!! ahhhh this kills me...driving in kuwait is like asking for a ticket to hell!

29 November 2005

So Emotional!;)

These past few days ive been getting so emotional i mean anything small irritates me its kinda annnoying me alot!:)....lifes good i guess but i cant wait till the new year begins and things start changing i hate rutine! who doesnt:P hehe...thats about it;)

20 November 2005


It's my birthday in a few days...actully 3 days to be specific..yes this wednesday im going to turn 19..oh what a day to celebrate ..unfortunately i wont be celebrating it cuz on thursday i have a math mid-term..oh boo hoo...but no worries...maybe ill celebrate another day! anyone care to make me a surprise bday!??? just kiddin..hehe...hmmm yes and again i must say i miss bloggin sorry ive been busy lately..havent really got anyone coming in my blog anyways soo nooo problem bout that..!;)


I miss blogging:(......

10 November 2005

Exams next 2 weeks

Im going to be really busy with exams for the nest 2 weeks:( oh nooo i cant wait till its over!:)wish me Luck!:)

05 November 2005

Eid was good...

So how was Eid with you guys? mine was sweet i really enjoyed it Al7amdullah...thank God with all the blessings we have...saw the family...went out to the cinema...went and got myself a new webcam...so me happy:)...i dont know what im going to do today....

31 October 2005

Has anyone else heard of Gtalk?

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*The new way to chat..Cud this be taking over Msn Messenger??..tell me what you think!*

Has anyone else seen this or downloaded it?...to the ones that dont know Google have made their own emails see this site: http://www.gmail.com

The catch is someone has to invite you here...(i mean someone that already has it!)...anyways i went on today to check the new features and i found this http://www.gmail.com/talk

Have u seen it? i just downloaded it quite fast...it looks cute and kinda nice ...so simple..but i bet its going to be soo different in a few months...anyways do you think this will take over the Msn chat?..do u think soon Google will takeover everything?..i wonder whats going to happen in the following years!....Enjoy

*To the ones that already have Gmail...d/l it maybe we can chat using Gtalk...*

the testing post

just checking to see what is happening!:)

30 October 2005

It's Nearly Eid...

So its nearly Eid and ramadan is ending..its kind of sad cuz its a nice month and we are blessed to have such a month...so how ws ur ramadan? mine wasnt that bad actully better than i ever expected...time flew so past i didnt feel it...maybe ever since i changed my major i feel like ive been set freeee...hehe....ilmuhim...i hope everyone got thier Eid clothes and once again ready to celebrate the wonderful joy of being a Muslim and the joy of being here on earth every day...we all have been blessed even though we dont seem to notice it...Al7amdullah we have what we need a comforting home, a wonderful family or at least a family and the life anyone else who doesnt have..is dreaming about...i know ive been blabbing but i really feel like it..hehe...
Thank God the drs at uni r being very nice and giving us some lessons off..even though i really like classes and luv learning..anyone else feel the same as me?...oh well....at least we get to chose what we study and even if we dont AT least we get to study...thats also something else we r fortunate to have..
We all have dreams and i hope you all get to fulfill them and never give up...even if u dont get what u want u might end up with something even better!...i luv ya everyone here and everyone who visits my blog ....thank you even if u dont comment i apprectate u taking ur precise time and spending it on my blog...which i think is quite dull...i wish i cud make it much better!...
Tommorrow i have class...got some hw i stil didnt finish...and im quite hungry....its 2am ..i need to sleep soon so at least i wake up on time(even though im always late and grumpy...my mood sucks in the morning!...im nice a night:)) hehe....i wish everyone a very goodnight and sweet dreams! and dont forget if u ever feel like noone cares for u i do...even though im not there to show it..or even if i dont know u...know that there is someone like me who cares about everyone:)....
Happy Eid...and have a great day....dont forget my 3eeediyaaaaaaaa...ahhhhhhh hehee just kiddin;)....luv ya all


28 October 2005

Did nothing this weekend!

This weekend sucked..did nothing:(...now theres dawam bachir!...oh well cant wait till Eid....sick of uni!

27 October 2005

Just woke up..

Yest i was working on photoshop with one of Amy Lees pictures so i didnt sleep earily...almuhim!...it turned out nice but i wanna continue on it today and then ill show u what i came up with...im teaching myself how to use it:) its FUN!...and intresting....in a few secs the muslsal called "3adeel ilrooo7" which is my fave this ramadan....(u wudnt believe how long it took me to learn the name of it ...hehe,,,all i know is the names of actors in it!)....so ill head off and be back later!

Wish i had more time to Blog....

With all this load of uni work...and all the actions going on with my life i find it hard to cope up with real bloging...:(..makes me kinda sad because ive always got things to write, say or do...but never the time....wudnt it be cool if we cud buy time:P...just kiddin...hehe then all the rich people wud truely have the time of their life and alot of it..:P...hehe..

What a day...This week was tough..im so exusted and im finding trouble sleeping..i have this feeling within me..and its making me worry...its like a sign or warning something is going to happen...i wish i cud erase it..so i logged online...to msn to find some people to chat with...chatted for awhile...then searched for pics...i was supose to do some studying today...maybe ill go do some now...woow..life is hectic!...:) trying to keep up with everything...
Advice: "Your only young for a short period of time...enjoy it" Wise way of looking at the world...

26 October 2005

Amy Lee...

I just love this girl..shes sooo cute..and her voice is undescrible!...

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True Beauty!....

A Streetcar Named Desire...

Recently in drama we have been asked to pick a extract from a play to preform it in class as the mid-term..we found this play called "a Streetcar Named Desire"...my friend did it at school so she suggested to do it..anyways ...it was written by Tennessee Williams..We have started to watch the movie which was based on the play and stars Marlon Brando...i just have a comment to make..hes... HOT...anyways i believe he has past away...(Allah yer7amo)...i havent really finished the movie but when we do...ill comment about it!...heres a pic...

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Marlon Brando...WOOW

24 October 2005

I've got an instinct...

We all fear...we all sense...does anyone ever have a sense when they meet someone for the first time? or just by seeing someone u sense thier "aora"? well with me its strange...i can tell if someone is nice or not without even speaking to them...call me weird...but i believe its true...;)....i wonder if im sane:P

22 October 2005


Hmmm what a day..i had to wake up at 9am today which sucks cuz my class isnt till 1pm...so i got up...im in the library in uni ..copied my notes..and i dont feel like studying...im gonna go ask quesitons for those math problems i ddi yesterday...hmmm no matter what i seem to get something wrong..so....im on web messenegr which is great cuz idotn know what i wud have dont without it !....i miss my bed:(

21 October 2005

So far...

I haven't done none of the upbove list..hehe all i did was sit online..chat...surf online...and watch tv!
What do u guys think of ilmusalsalat this year? i like 2 i watch but i occasionaly miss episodes...i dont know the names very well...they have awalshay the one with the wazeeer guy...and the other one about the lawyers...:) maybe u know them by now

Just woke up..

As soon as i wake up i always make a list of things in my mind that i wanna do for the rest of the day...heres what it looks like:

1)wash my car
2)watch a bit of tv and relax
3)do my hw's
4)study for each subject
i) Do a few chapters for math and answer quesitons
ii)read for literture, psycology(can never spell it right) and drama class
ii)copy up notes(math and other subjects)
5) be finished in time to be albe to go out later


This is what i do instead...
wake up...sit with my mum ...watch tv...think in my mindwhat i wanna do and dont get the chnace to dothem cuz by the time i get up to go to my room its time to eat:P...im lazy...bas mid tersm arent till about 1 month and i can only study so much each day!....

I wonder if ill be 50 tommorrw

Isn't it just amazing how the world is moving so fast....isnt it weird that yesterday you were like 14 years old and then the next day ur like 18!!...wooow time really flies by. I remember when u first attended school here in q8...then the days where i first came bk to q8....wooow...and the days i finshed high school and now im in uni!...tommorw ill be old oh noooooooooo...just kidding hehhe...with age comes maturity and wisdom cant wait till i get those:P...:)i wonder ifill be 50 tommorw

20 October 2005

me head hurts...

My head hurts thus meaning ive got a headache..:'(...today not feeling so well.....

Things been good...

So hows ramadan ???..i hope great ad very peaceful...mines been al7amdullah great and ive enjoyed my time...soweey i havent had time to post i havent really found the time and got caught up with uni and the load of work...anyways the newst news is i got my car finally al7amdullah:) fa mirta7a!:) luv ya everyone!

Been awhile....

Yo! Wazuup beoble!..i know its been a very long time since i put anything on my blog bas wallah ive been terribly busy with uni and havent really had the time to actully post...well so much has happened...first of all i dropped a subject thank God il7een 7ady mirta7a....sara7a some drs r weird:S...second got loads of work and tests r coming up....u know ramadan makes us feel so tired and different!...sorry i havent been posting anything....i missed ya guys!...mmwaaa.....catch ya later! how are ur classes???

06 October 2005

Happy ramadan everyone!

Be good..eat well...pray...forgive....just be there for people when they need help...its a holy month where you can do all the good things you always do...

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Luv ya everyone!

30 September 2005

How was this weekk...

It's gotten so much better than before..i feel good...feel alive (althought right now i wanna sleep)....and happy...i really hope it lasts....good things come ot those who wait and i think ive been waitin for awhile!...hehe i think its my turn now...this week has been very busy with the starting uni and all...the hws r never ending...and its cool...i like my subjects....leanring is good...everytime i read more the more i feel smart...and the smarter i will be inshalah:).....i encourage people to read and learn as much as they can even if its about music:)..anything u r intrested in....

25 September 2005


today is a good day (al7amdullah)...we were going round the car places to see cars and then we reached VW ....so we wanted to see the beetle and stuff and the women says we have to go outside...so we waited for it....then went outside and there bashar ilsa6y was standing...it was soooo coooool!!....first ana maistaw3bt....bas ba3dain,,,i wanted to say hi so the women who worked there said come yallah so i went and talked to him (that was about 7;45pm....25/9/05) he was soooooooooooooo sweeet really very nice....i asked forhis autogragh and he was soo shyyyyyyyyyy ye7lala!!! he made my dayyyyyyyyyy Thanx bashar even though i know u wont ever read this....he really doesnt know how happy i am right now!

23 September 2005

Been busy been busy gett depressed....

hmmm,....where shall i start...first i didnt get time and had no comp i cud log on from...next time i will from uni so i can update this blog....hmmm im not feeling so good i dotn know its been like this for maybe 2 weeks...i keep feeling sad and annoyed and this S***....:(....just wish i cud understand these feelings and stuff....

16 September 2005

The big question...

As i lay sleeping mostly everynight...i lay awake thinking and starngely yesterday i was thinking about things i wanted the person i wud spend the rest of my life with to have..as in the qualties...i know all girls or women think about this topic even though some say they just not intrested but it is important to them....some things came up in my mind...which i wanted to share...

1)I need someone who will be understanding
I'm a very veryyyy different person, i know most people say that about themselves bu with me its really different...im very emotional and sooo damn moody..i hate myself at times....

2)I want someone who is willing to be open and honest (whats the point of having a heart if ur not using it)
Most people want this quality but sadly alot of people dont relise that they just arent beeing told the truth...i know people lie because i do it myself...but at least i need someone to try be as honest with me as possible...with out that i dont think i can build a good foundation for a good family

3)I need someone who trusts me
I'm going to be honest....its hard to trust someone with your whole soul but face it things do go wrong BUT...(heres the big but)..u need someone to trust u ...well at least trust u so u can tell the person that something did go wrong...i try my best to be honest and not keep things away from people ...which i find important..

4)Personallty is very important to me
Looks yeah important but not as much as who the person is...i need to be able to comunicate with the person and not feel like they are not intelligent enough to just LISTEN....all i can say is if u listen to me (without trying to give me adivise) then im fine with it....and i hate beign ignored!

5) Caring person
I know i know....not that original but hey everyone needs someone who will give them enough attention! eh!..:)

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6) BE resposible
I don't believe that men should not ask the women for help for financial reason i, however, think the woman can insist in helping..otehrwise GURL ull be having a hard life paying his bills;)....

7) Be easy to talk to
I hate, i repeat HATE men who show off..it sickins me...dont like men who think they r HOT or think too much of themseleves and spends as much time as u do getting chnaged or chnaging his hair style every few days....dude chill a good hair cut can do alot.....sometimes he can try but not constintly..oh about this point i dont want him to blab about himself...so unattraive... the biggest turn off ive had is having a guy talk more than u do...ewww just makes me hurl...plus makes me wanna kill myself....

8) A bossy 2 shoes
DUDE back off u do what u want i do what i want ..but there r limits..and i think i can make clear what i mean about those....

Have u heard..when u marry the guy ur marrying his family???...well thats 100% true...dont know this is the only thing i dont think i have control over...gurls if the guys mother is mean to u from the first day...run run as fasttt as u can cuz she will get u if she can;)....advice NO staying with the man after marrige with his family a BIG NO NO......try keep low with the family...;) better safe than sorry

Has to feel u not just see how u look but see whats going on....this prob is a hard to get this is why i left it till last...well i wasnt planning this stuff but this is how it got it...i can make this list longer...maybe i will later;)....

So as u can see ive got expectations....but hey no harm in dreaming:P.....These are some of the reasons why im putting off marriage in my mind..As most people know me they say yeah she wanst to get married...but im the MOST one scared of it....from reasons such as dont want to fali at it and get depressed ..dont wanna feel like things r the way they are but in reality they r not....the most thing i fear is....the person changes...when this happens everything chnages and thats not always good (specially when u dont plan it:P)...u know ive learnt one thing in this life though....people dont actuly chnage..they r the way they are but u dont seem to notice it...cuz sometimes i blank out the bad points about someone cuz u think thats it they luv me they cant do that to me! but the fact is....they luved u thats why they might do that to u...so a lil adivice be safe;)


Why do u sometimes feel lost or confused or hurt or feel like ur really mad for no reason...or somethings or people from the past come into ur mind and ur suddenly hurt again?...i just cant begin to explain to anyone how much negative energy i have been giving out to this world...some can say im moody yes thats true...but why does that have to deal with something thats happened in sucha long time ago, which doesn't have any real significance to my life right now on this day...i just think and think and drown myself with thoughts, which just later on make me wanna kill some poeple who have hurt me the way they did!...i dont know whats up with this world or myself....talking about it here really helps i mean i can say what i want when i want!....i just wish there was a machine that can make me go back in time and change somethings that i did or been with people that didnt really deserve the time...or what wud be cooler is this machine where when u start feeling bad it sucks all that out and makes u feel happy and makes ur forget....if we had that i guess noone would be normal and people wud all be happy thier way or another...just the thought makes me wanna get this "imaginy machine" am i insane..? i believe so but i also agree that everyone has a crazy side of them...that ticks them off and makes them go insane...and im sure 100% that humans hurt humans and thats the way it goes....till the end of time......

Just woke up...

My fasting day are over i start uni tommorw..i feel quite good and sooo ready to start working hard again...i will try sooo hard not to forget to log on my blog....(heyyyy i like that)....thinking what i might do today to finsish off ym summer hoilday..."now summer hoilday is soo far awayyyyyyyyy...tarn tarn(music fades away)" tears shadow my face..."ill be lonley for one more year till my lovely summer comes my way....."

13 September 2005

My mini....

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This is such a cute car...

More than good lyrics..

Name: More Than Words
Artist(s): Extreme

Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say it, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
(la di da, blah di da da dada)
More than words
(lad di da da di da)
Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
(la di da da di da di da da da)
More than words
(la di da da di da di da da da)
More than words
(la di da da di da di da da da)
More than words
(la di da da di da di da da da)
la di da da da da
More than words
Ooooohhhhhhh ooooohhhhhhh
More than.... Words


This is one of my fave songs of all time...theres a new version of it which i wanna d/l :)...serioulsy had great lyrics and great music! i give it 10 outa 10....if u havnt heard it where the hell u been!!!

12 September 2005

Days getting better....

These past few days since i last wrote a post for my blog...things r getting better...im getting up earlier and doing more things in the day...i guess things r just getting back to normal..maybe i was in a phase of small/short depression...seem to get that when theres nothing to do...uni starts this sat..cant wait but im so scared that it will be different !...:) but anyways as my good friend says....change is GOOD....

09 September 2005


These past few days my skys looks black and my life is so dull. I feel lost i dont know what it is but im not just me...there is something wrong but i have no idea what it is..i slept today alot and i keep sleeping specially when ive got nothing to do and im bored...my mind feels like its in a state or boredom...sleeping is the only place where i feel like i can relax my head hurts from all the thoughts that pass by in my mind all the time...im such a worryer wish i cud chill for one day at least.....what to do ....what to do...when ur life feels empty and nothing else to do...

Feeling like ur under threat....

Did anyone ever feel like the internet opens doors to bad places and people!? that the internet wasnt that "safe" and friendly place you thought you could not find yourself being yourself...Alot of us choose to hide our real identies online, not share out pictures with people whom we have never met..or will never, choose to hida our true inner beauty and feelings and thoughts becuz of what "could" happen....im one of those people i guess bad experience can be somewhat scary....The risk isnt as small as anyone can think!...anyways Be safe people:)

My sleeps messed!

I woke up around 3-4am today slept at around 6pm the day be4....my sleeps messed what to do what to do...hopefully today i can officially fix it:)...nothing much is happening in my life apart from me getting a car soon(Inshallah)...lifes good i guess but theres this feeling inside of me which is making me worrying...dont u hate it when this happens???...damn wish i cud fix it...

08 September 2005

My no...

Your Expression Number is 8
Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things.You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly.You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character.
Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible.Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture.Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you.
At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power.While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme.In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life.

04 September 2005

I've been tagged!

I've been tagged by my wonderful frined blasha!.. thanks sweetie so here it goes:

Last book you read: Men are from mars, women are from venus.
Last phone number you called: my friends!
Last show you watched on TV: The simple life...i think thats what its called!
Last thing you had to drink: Necafe
Last thing you ate: lunch..i think
Last time you cried: As i recall prob 2 days ago..usually i cry everyday!:Psad eh!
Last time you smiled: Todays while chatting to an old friend
Last person you hugged: my mum and sis(miss ya sis)
Last person you talked to on the phone: my Coz
Last thing you smelled: My coffee
Last CD that you bought: I think it was linkin park...
Last song you sang: BSB dont ask me whyy!! lol and maybe many moore-only hope
Last thing you laughed at:My comments that i gave to my frined while chatting to her..sometimes i dont relise what im saying
What's in your cd player/changer: doesnt work now i used my ipod itrip;) great thing
What time did you wake up today: Ive been waking up and sleeping and getting up then sleeping ill say the last time was 7pm.
Current favorite article of clothing: i dont really have one but i like topshop..its simple but great place
Favorite place to be: At home in my room alone:)
Least favorite place: anywhere away from kuwait! i luv it here
Do you believe in an afterlife? yeah kinda.
In Heaven or Hell: i cudnt really say but i guess in hell! we all must pass there sometime hopefully heaven too:).
How tall are you: oh me:S..im about 155cm i think!! 5'5 pretty short well not tall that is:P
Current favorite word: hmmm thinking about this one!...
Favorite Book: i guess i cud say~i dont know right now!
Random lyric: "i'll always remember, it was late afternoon, it lasted forever and ended so soon....mandy moore ! hmm maybe the last part if wrong!
Are you a daredevil? me!? no way! im a worrywart
Have you ever told a secret you swore you'd never tell? we r all human;).
Do looks matter? yeah at some point but not everything i look at.
How do you release your anger? shouting and getting things off my chest or talk to someone who knows how to calm me down;) and lets me forget.
My second home is: The place i luv hangin out in....BL
One thing i have that i wish i didn't is: Usually i hate the fact i care so much and sensitive and worry alot!...also im moody:S wish i was a free spirit that lived each day as it came andnot worry about anything too much!...
All you need is: Someone who understands me..well at least copes with me and my mood swings
Something I want but I don't really need is: hmm i cud say car! but yet again i need it...i guess my own comp
Something I need but I don't really want is: A a close friend...i dont trust people cuz i dont trust myself.

*do you...*
drink? of course noo...
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? .....
have a dream that keeps coming back? yeah i always dream things that keep coming up
believe there is life on other planets? ahaa! we r not alone( dum dum dum..sound effects).
read the newspaper? no way! i hate reading news and watching is depresses me!
consider yourself tolerant of others? if i correctly understod this i wud sayyy not really
consider police a friend or foe? i dont know i think they think they have power over us instead of trying to protect us ..so foe(enemy).

I'm tagging: Snookie and A.J.Q( but i think u did this!)

Another blog thingy

Your Rising Sign is Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity.
You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be.

Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments.
Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle.

You may have had a difficult time earlier in life.
Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.

What is Your Rising Sign?

A lil advice...

Moving on doesn't mean forgetting it means u having to accept the fact things rn't the way u want them to be and for u to be happy for where u are at, right now!..things always happen for a good reason never forget that!..plus...dont let anyone who hurt u get in the way with ur happiness ...and give urself a chance...
the problems have not started yet...ull relise that when u have kids...LOVE isnt everything...love doesnt mean everything in the sense that ull know when that person means it it shows with things like them being there for u, forgiving u...being honest, trustful and most of all sticking by u when u need them most...ull all grow with time and pain ..i did...dont forget beauty isnt everything just be thankful that ur healthy thats the best gift u cud ever have(except for a dogde viper:P JK)....life is short u never know when ur time is up...always smile and don't let lil things ruin ur mood :) PS do something useful with ur time( life reading my BLOG JK!!!!)

This is funnny...

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?
thats the link but check out what it says...am i??:S

Hard Rock!....

Yesterday i went to hardrock to celebrate withmy cozs becuz it was her bday! Man i luv that restruant as u guys must know im a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fan of guitars and luv them so much i wish i cud buy hardrock and live there!...lol the food was good service was good but what was weird is the place was empty so u didnt feel the normal busy and loud music and messy atmosphere which is cool...instead we had a relaxing dinner:)..anyways ill post the pics i took of this place...if u havent been there ur missing out on alot;)...its like ur not in kuwait!

03 September 2005

The day is young...

It's 8:35 am and im still up since yesterday at 6pm!...I went to the airport with my bro and was amazed about how the world is changing....people are certainly coming out!....Sometimes i question has something happened to the world or are we some what different....i guess only one knows the answer. It will take time for me to relieze that each day things evolve the same way we learn and gorw each new day....just hope the best comes out with everything good in place...

01 September 2005


Today was a normal day just went out to marina mall and watched a nice movie...it was called steath something like that:) action movie!....i dont usually like an action movie but i was glad there was a lil romance in it! it wasnt bad i enjoyed it!...love the movies...;) how was ur day??

31 August 2005

Time is the only....

Each day i wake up with something to care and when its all over i feel very fair. It's like those who can tell, which those r swarn to forget...that time is the only healer so never give up...

It's not that...

It's not that i would do anything for you cause that would be wrong! I would although do everything that i think would make you happy. Saying that i could be with you for awhile i could only imagine the joy and happiness i can feel in my heart, already. I don't look at it as a way of life rather than a person who cares and respects me for who i am willing to be...Time passes and each day comes with suprises which are sometimes good and other time bad. The future is beyound doubt blury and one can never tell what it is holding for us...i guess its the RISK i am taking...just like the first people on the moon im crazy too!


Are you harboring a fugitive? Hu Yu Hai Ding?See me A.S.A.P. - Kum Hia NaoStupid Man - Dum GaiSmall Horse - Tai Ni Po NiYour price is too high!!! - No Bai Dam Thing!!Did you go to the beach? - Wai Yu So TanI bumped into a coffee table - Ai Bang Mai NiI think you need a facelift - Chin Tu FatIt's very dark in here - Wai So Dim?Has your flight been delayed? - Hao Long Wei Ting?That was an unauthorized execution - Lin ChingI thought you were on a diet - Wai Yu Mun Ching?This is a tow away zone - No Pah KingDo you know lyrics to the Macarena? - Wai Yu Sing Dum Song?You are not very bright - Yu So DumI got this for free - Ai No PeiI am not guilty - Wai Hang Mi?Please, stay a while longer - Wai Go Nao?Meeting was scheduled for next week - Wai You Kum NaoThey have arrived - Hia Dei KumStay out of sight - Lei LoHe's cleaning his automobile - Wa Shing KaHe is a fat man - Wun Fat Gai

Stressed family..

TOP 10 SIGNS YOUR FAMILY IS STRESSED...10. Conversations often begin with "Put the gun down, and then we can talk".9. The school principal has your number on speed-dial.8. The cat is on Valium.7. People have trouble understanding your kids, because they learned to speak through clenched teeth.6. You are trying to get your four-year-old to switch to decaffeinated.5. The number of jobs held down by family members exceeds the number of people in the family.4. No one has time to wait for microwave TV dinners.3. "Family meetings" are often mediated by law enforcement officials.2. You have to check your kid's day-timer to see if he can take out the trash.1. Maxwell House gives you industrial rates.

Jokes ....

Top Ten Reasons To Go To Work Naked...1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your #### in here by 8:00!"2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan.3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants."4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse.5. You want to see if it's like the dream.6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume.7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them.8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk.9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning.10. No one steals your chair.

whats up with my page!

The writing has moved on my BLOG i dont know how to fix it does anyone know?!!?

30 August 2005

My results...


I think that really describes me ...im going to try more tests and i will post them here...

THIS REALLY IS ME: http://www.blogthings.com/birthorderpredictorquiz/outcome.php

this is funny... http://www.blogthings.com/howweirdareyouquiz/outcome.php

Whats up with this.... LOL... : http://www.blogthings.com/outrageousnamegenerator/outcome.php

aham shay! http://www.blogthings.com/whatlanguageshouldyoulearnquiz/outcome.php

I like this one: http://www.blogthings.com/worldsshortestpersonalitytest/outcome.php

woooow im impressed:S : http://www.blogthings.com/quickanddirtyiqtest/outcome.php

hmm this was an intesting one: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhiddentalentquiz/outcome.php

Is this a sign or something?? http://www.blogthings.com/fortunecookiegenerator/outcome.php

The outcome..... http://www.blogthings.com/whosyourdaddy/outcome.php

The last line is hilarious!! http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/outcome.php

Ewww: http://blogthings.com/rejectedcrayonquiz/outcome.php

Did it twice this is what came up for me! http://www.blogthings.com/moodringgenerator/outcome.php

oooo : http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyouridealrelationshipquiz/outcome.php

This might be the last one for today:) http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourdatingtypequiz/outcome.php

ok ok this one is.... http://www.blogthings.com/idealcareerquiz/outcome.php

Shout out BOX!

I have added a shoutout box at the bottem of this site....feel free to post anything u like;)

Kuwait...my 1st Adobe

This is a pic which i have edited on photoshop:) This was my 1st try! what ya think?

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True nature.....

Heres a pic that i took with my mobile while i was in Iran! I have also edited it on photoshop:)
This is in the park where there is an old palace:)...very beautiful true nature:)....wish u guys cud have seen it! this was the best part of the trip... Enjoy! Tell me what u think;)

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Things i do when i find myself bored....

Have you ever found your self bored to HELL and got nothing to do???...
As u may know kuwait is small and there isnt many things u can do if u dont have car!...
These are just a couple of things i do:

1) log online chat, search, read or play games when im extremtly bored!
2) watch TV. if i cant access the net
3) sit in my room and listen to music really loud and sing!(hehe i do this all the time)
4) go complain to someone that im bored
5) call someone and bother them:P
6) go shower:P hehe i luv havin a shower!!! hehe
7)find something to read
8) write stuff...writing is one of my hobbies
9) sit around and think
10) SLEEEP!! hehe the best way to forget things ....if sleeping was a job id be a millionaire by now!!!....:) hehe

anyone else have a list??


We have all been through alot and tend to forget the good things that came to us when we are upset or mad. We forget to cherish the good times only when we go through the bad times. We always get mad at someone and forget the fun and loving times you've had toghter! It all gets washed away everyday as you feel upset in anyway!.... Don't ever let these little things bother you:) You only live once so try you best to live life to the fullest...If you get upset or sad always keep your self busy with something you love:)....and never forget there is always someone who care about you out there!...That includes me and the all mighty God above:)....

Im back!

Ive been on hoilday in iran and arrived yesterday morning!:) It was an ok flight but quite sucky i guess cuz it was a transit one...apart from that im glad to be home:) luv kuwait nothing else:P..hehe....uni is starting soon just about 2 weeks left:)