Bad NEWS!

My baby laptop (msi U210 series) is going to the hospital tomorrow for a check up. Inshallah there is nothing wrong with him. I will miss him dearly! Please pray for him! This might affect my blogging but don't be worried I will try to find time to steal someones laptop. I have new coming up posts. STAY TUNED!

Also, thank you everyone for your support :* I really appreciate it.

P.S: This is not the surprise news.

Angel from "City of Angels"

 Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

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We all go through life with our ups and downs. 

We all wish we could go back and change things. 

We all want things to turn out a certain way. 

We all hope to find the things that make us happy. 

Yet no matter how happy we become, there will always be this one part we find disappointment in. 

We try and try and try...to satisfy the ones around us...and long for that moment of peace. 

When we find it, we struggle to hold on to it.

We become more impatient and the cycle goes on and on and on...

The problem is with trying to choose between satisfying youself or the others

You end up sacrificing for the others and give them excuses and try to make sense of things

But NO there aren't any answers for those Q's in your head that will help you find your sane self again.

So we wish for that angel.

The one in our head.

Who will take our pain away

To make us forget.

Why were we born?

I believe everyone relates to to this powerful song, which is why I'm sharing it with you. Just to let you know that your not alone...we are  on the same boat... that will sink one day.

I would share my own version of this, but I don't know how to do that with tracks!I  forgot to add that it's my fave song of all time!

You are STRONG!!

I am a bit slow and forgot to lend my support to a fellow blogger who is suffering from cancer...to anyone (if any even reads this blog) share your hope, love, support and positive energy to this brave woman!

FOURME

My message to FOURME is that you are such a powerful human...and wish there was some way in the world where we could all take the pain from you...I know you will fight this and get through this...you are STRONG!!! I hope you get to see this post because when I think about how stupid I am for worrying over nothing (even though I always tell myself to be greatful..which I am) but I am reminded when I see how much you are teaching us...it becomes a different case!! I hope I am not late in letting you know that I am here to support you...and wish this post will help you in some way!!

Wish you the best of luck and can't wait to see you happy and healthy soon...Inshallah ya rab!!!!

...You are worth the pain...
...Can't wait for the rain...

Explosion

It still amazes me how people are prone to change...one day you are best friends..the next you become the worst enemies...the world functions in a strange way...still can't understand what makes people click...when I think about it...I've hardly kept contact with many people I loved...things always became tough and eventually everything disappears...the question is what is there to fix, when there wasn't a real problem in the beginning?

SUPeR TiReD...I can't be bothered to sleep...

Stumbled upon..My (L)

This is the ONLY person I am DYING DYING TO MEET! I LOVEEEEEE HER
Amazing voice, amazing song, amazing lyrics...just soo touching :)

I'm Sorry...

I'm not perfect

awww :(

Get well soon my friend...i hate it when someone you care about is sick :( and you feel like you cannot help them :/

Social networking not so Taboo?

It still shocking to me the way things are changing in this country...It seems to be okay if you put ur pictures online and get to know strangers over the net...social networking 5 years ago, as I can remember, was seen as a bad thing..no one is suppose to get to meet people they chat with in cyber space..now with social networking sites to name a few like FACEBOOK, HI5, TAGGED and many more I am shocked to realise that this seems to be normal nowadays..and if you didn't use these programs there must be something wrong with you...from experiance in the past I believe there is a danger in diplaying too much information out there..alright I can understand that with Facebook you can control who you add...but there are places like Tagged where the unacceptable is showen...all I have to say about all this is...becareful what information you give out to the world you never know when it will haunt you in the future :)...

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Another dedication from the one and only JORDIN SPARKS...I Luv HER!!

My Deepest Sorrow...

The "weekend" with no air..

The trouble is with my major reading is very essential...I don't know what is up with one of my Dr's he keeps giving us quizes weekly...:P...I'm getting used to it though..

I realised that I hardly enjoy my life..I don't go out...I don't have fun...I'm always working on my production or doing my homework...

Yesterday I was thinking about Kuwait...Honestly I feel so isolated I can't get used to this country...it's already been 8 years and still I feel like I will never belong :(...I just pray that some day that I will belong somewhere...:/

A special dedication :



I LOVE THIS SONG! I fell in love with it as soon as I heard it..