20 July 2010
Life is Change..
In a few months life is going to change for me drastically..hopefully it will be greater than I expect..am I nervous? of course...but I think to take such a step is a must..we all need to do things in life that are challenging otherwise there isn't a point in living...I have the kind of personality where I am always on the move..I cannot..I REPEAT..I CANNOT stand sitting at home and having nothing else to do..I wonder each day how people do this...Gone shopping CHECK...Ate my heart out CHECK...Spent hours talking on the phone CHECK....what else is there to do?
I know I've said this before but Kuwait can be boring sometimes and I guess the weather doesn't help..
There are NO JOBS here...especially with my major...it's getting tougher and tougher in Kuwait...makes me dream of wanting to escape...then again I know it won't be that easy living outside either...honestly...I respect the fact that in, say for example, the UK people work in a certain system...here...we have people who are too lazy to do their mundane job properly...thus we all suffer doing useless paper work that we didn't need to do in the first place if the people did their job...let not forget the unfairness of vitamin "W"...it seems that the only way to get a job is by "pulling some strings" or all of them!!...I know some people who have graduated after me who are now working...anyways I'm not complaining...I like to think of these months as a way to prepare me for the difficult life I'm about to begin...a7asiskum inny badish 7arb :P:P
I've realised that with time I started getting used to my life the way it is..everytime I complain I remember all my blessings then I shut up...it's normal to think like this (I think)...ironically I've become more patient and calm...
Let's see...running through my memory I have to say the past 10 years I've met sooooooo many people...but not many stuck...which is why I believe LIFE=CHANGE I accept this because I believe everything happens for the best..I morn for a while and eventually I move on...the memories are there...and each person left a part of themselves with me...which is why we are made of peices of a puzzle..each person we meet leaves a piece with us...
I don't think I hate anyone...we've all gotten hurt but I don't hold grudes...life is way too short...
So...this is me rambling about my thoughts which I haven't done for a long time!!
I don't even think anyone wud read this!! :P
I'll continue this later...you will understand everything soon ;)